For the entire time we've known eachother, I have never felt so understood and heard before. You see me for all I am, flaws and all, yet you accept me with open arms.
Even during my emotional moments, you have shown me a patience and care that I rarely ever experience. You have greatly brightened up my world and you are honestly, what I'd call my safe person. Someone I can be me around, someone I can be unabashedly myself, and that to me is special. That to me, is love. Holding space for someone to be exactly who they are with no filter. Even if we are miles away, I feel as though you are with me, whether spiritually or what, I sound like a massive sappy weirdo for saying that but its true. I feel safe around you, I feel like I can communicate my feelings and opinions without having to be scared.
I know things have been incredibly difficult for you and you have truly pushed through. I am incredibly so proud of you, you put up with so much shit that the world throws at you, yet you carry on. You're incredibly remarkable to me. I hope you know through every hardship, I will be beside you. I will be in your corner. I've got your back for life, my dear.
and I know I've said it countless times, but I love you so much, I love our times together, I love our little inside jokes, I love our gaming sessions (even if I get a bit aggy lol) and most of all I love your presence, and just you. All of you.
I want to go on and on about how much I love you, how much I want to give you the world. How much I want to just shower you in all this affection, but we'd be here a while. These words come from the deepest depths of my heart, and I hope you have the most amazing birthday. I love you, pookie.